My issue of the day is this I think I am fat.... I know that is my fault and I am blaming no-one....

The thing is I have always thought I was fat. When I was a kid I thought I was fat I was never told I was fat BUT I was short and chunky... BUT what is even worse is that I had a sister who was tall and skinny. And she never told me I was fat and neither did any family member, well my dad had nicknames for me and my sister when we were little Julie's nickname was princess (of course she was the 1st little girl they are always princesses) and my was pumpkin which is a cute nickname but pumpkins the best pumpkins are short, round and fat.....



Now when I was younger I was like my daughter Kaitlyn's size a size 3 or 5 depending on the brand and that isn't fat I know Kaitlyn isn't fat BUT when I was her age I thought I was fat...

Now I have gone from a size 12 to a size 6 and I still look in the mirror and see a fat girl... You would think that being in a size 6 is good and it is BUT why do I still think I am fat??


I work out almost every day both am and evening and I do that because it gives me energy and just makes me feel better all around and I don't plan to stop, I also stopped snacking I used to snack the whole time I was at work BUT now I take a water and either a piece of fruit or a 100 calorie pack with me and that's it.... but I think no matter what I will always see that fat girl in the mirror.....